I have been trying to get Levi to clap, wave bye-bye, or
something for weeks. He usually just stares and smiles. Today I clapped for him while he was eating and he clapped back:) Those of you without kids I know could not care less. Wow, a baby clapped. Big deal.
You have this adorable little person who you love more than life itself, and for months all they do is eat, sleep and poop. You slowly get smiles, giggles and reaches. Then you get backward bye-bye waves and claps. The love in your heart for your child is truly like none other.
It is that Christ-like joy. A small, very small, glimpse of how the Father feels about his children. I say Christ-like because it is not circumstantial nor is it capable of being tampered with. I don't think I will ever fully understand His love for me, for us, and I often wonder if we are capable. Loving my children has 100% broadened what I do understand.
I never expect others to view my children or feel about them the way we do. It is unexplainable.
The baby feet and the baby hands and the baby cheeks. Unexplainable. Love, love, love 'em!!!
I have to admit I am super sad Levi is our last. It is hard to accept I will never have my own tiny newborn again. Can definitely go without the sleepless nights! That being said, I feel confident I will get my baby fix from my sister who is about to have a baby
GIRL in October!!
My desires for another child are more emotional desires that logical desires, therefore I have to remain rational and do what is best for my family and my marriage....*tear.